{"id":1167,"date":"2007-08-02T09:02:02","date_gmt":"2007-08-02T01:02:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/huangrenzhi.wordpress.com\/2007\/08\/02\/tsd-day015-reflections"},"modified":"2007-08-02T09:02:02","modified_gmt":"2007-08-02T01:02:02","slug":"tsd-day015-reflections","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/?p=1167","title":{"rendered":"TSD Day015 – Reflections"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Reflections…<\/strong><\/div>\n
Last night, I saw Gary talking to his family. So heart warming.<\/div>\n
Makes me\u00a0feel like calling mum and dad. I guess they are asleep<\/div>\n
by then. I miss the people that I used to talk to\u00a0as well. This makes<\/div>\n
me think back about my actions,\u00a0the thoughts behind my actions and<\/div>\n
the possible\u00a0consequences.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
I guess for success, if compromises cannot be reached, sacrifices <\/div>\n
have to be made. Scarifices like risk losing the people you love, the<\/div>\n
friends you used to be so close to back home and (good) life you use<\/div>\n
to lead.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
So I tell myself one thing: For the more that I sacrificed,\u00a0I have a greater<\/div>\n
urge that tells myself: I must make this one year wothwhile. I will and I<\/div>\n
am doing it now.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
Breakfast!<\/strong><\/div>\n
Wow! Today have decided to treat myself a little better following my instant\u00a0<\/div>\n
noodle dinner the day before! Had \u706b\u817f\u4e09\u6587\u6cbb for breakfast! I think its a real<\/div>\n
good breakfast, with ham, egg, and some veggie. pretty much build towards a <\/div>\n
balanced diet. Had the sandwich after the daily meeting at 830am.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
That Action, The Consequences<\/strong><\/div>\n
Remember the email I sent to boss? hehe. Got linked to the relevant people in<\/div>\n
charge. I hope to be able to play a bigger role. even though I enjoy the honey<\/div>\n
moon period now, I must always improve and add on to my skill set. Had a super<\/div>\n
long reply from the relevant person. Took one whole morning to dig up information<\/div>\n
and to give another set of questions based on the reply. I hope to dwell deeper into<\/div>\n
the thoughts, not the kind that can be satisfied with superficial answers (unless if I am<\/div>\n
unineterested in the first place.)<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
LUNCH!<\/strong><\/div>\n
Lunch is great! I order "Xing Qi Yi" again. I think they should start paying me for <\/div>\n
advertisement! I tried their \u9c7c\u9999\u8089\u4e1d\u4fbf\u5f53\u3002Very nice! hehe! But I still like the \u9e21\u817f\u996d<\/div>\n
best! hehe! HAd lunch with the fellow interns! Vivian, Vivian and Sherly. Took a picture<\/div>\n
of them too. Finally found other interns! Denise treated me (and some from the department)<\/div>\n
ice cream! hehe! wow! Thanks!<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
After Lunch<\/strong><\/div>\n
Learnt more about Project2007 (Another microsoft product). Actually its pretty good and<\/div>\n
simple to use. haha! After that its more helping the Cynthia with powerpoint and taking <\/div>\n
pictures. haha. Nothing much really at the later part of the day. But I think learning <\/div>\n
Project 2007 is a good skill to have… At least Boss wants me to know. I think every step <\/div>\n
is preparing me to be his able assistant. =)<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
Other than that, I did something for Dore too. (I don’t know why). But I guess. I just did<\/div>\n
it. I am not sure if she would get to see it. haha. Maybe I am doing it coz I am used to it?<\/div>\n
Haha.. I don’t know. Whatever it is, i have done it. (strecthed till after dinner at home).<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
Dinner!<\/strong><\/div>\n
Went back to Cloud Nine Area! haha! Met with Gary and Alex… (We are the fellowship! hehe!)<\/div>\n
we had food at our standard cheapo noodle stall 4.5 rmb.. my \u8471\u6cb9\u7248\u9762 with an egg! hehe.<\/div>\n
Not bad. Went back home to watch 300. ok lah… not bad.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
After that I stayed up till 2 to have a talk with Dore. I hope things can be sorted out. It’s not<\/div>\n
what’s better for me… it’s what’s better for us… (At least thats what I think). Well tough luck.<\/div>\n
Life is not a bed of roses.\u00a0 We talked till 4:12am. Heard a lot of things that she was unhappy <\/div>\n
with about the relationship. I learnt quite a bit. I hope I can take in these advice and try to <\/div>\n
improve as much as possible with the faults and improve on anything that I think I did right.<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/div>\n
I guess that should be it. I guess I will wrap up my feelings for now. True Love can wait. But<\/div>\n
you know what? Shit happens…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n
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Reflections… Last night, I saw Gary talking to his family. So heart warming. Makes me\u00a0feel like calling mum and dad. I guess they are asleep by then. I miss the people that I used to talk to\u00a0as well. This makes me think back about my actions,\u00a0the thoughts behind my actions and the possible\u00a0consequences. \u00a0 I … [Read more…]<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"entry","1":"post","2":"publish","3":"author-huangrenzhi","4":"post-1167","6":"format-standard","7":"category-travel"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1167","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1167"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1167\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1167"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1167"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huangrenzhi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1167"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}