今天妈妈终于说出口了，她说：“仁阿（叫我的方式）， 妈咪看你最近

心情很差，每次都和人吵架，是不是发生什么事？”

 

我没理妈妈。因为我根本不想提起任何事情，让我跟不开心。妈妈知道

我觉得她烦，所以也不问了。难道关心我的，只有家人和父母吗？

 

我觉得我对我的妈妈很坏。因为，我总是饭来张口，衣来伸手，吃完就走

的小孩。对她的劝告我总是装做不听。对她的态度，也不好。可是，其实

我真得很爱我的妈妈。因为我知道妈妈很爱我，我才会对她这样。可是我

跟你说哦。只有我可以这样！要是有谁敢欺负我妈（或我爸）我一定确保

他吃不了兜着走！而且我相信君子报仇，十年不晚！我虽然不在表面上表

现出我的爱和关怀，可是我绝对绝对关心他们！咳！我就是不喜欢对他们

说什么肉麻的，撒娇的话。。。哈哈！

 

Today I shall finish my finance part on the CS4260 project!!! and!

I shall continue my Jap and my CS3251 revision for the mid term

test coming up soon! hehe! Jia you!

 

 

Ok, today I saw Zhang Man off to the Airport… wish her bon voyage…

She should be reaching Beijing in another few hours..

 

After that was rushing to Millenia Walk for an Interview on Chupr

by this interviewer by the name of Daniel. Also went to the ST career

fair… simply nothing much… or maybe nothing suitable for me…

 

Then of course, its home!!! STUDY…. haha… I am sooo stressed

now that I dont even want to do ANYTHING else EXCEPT to study…

Not too sure if I can get the job… hai… there is too much uncertainty.

 

Michael Crichton

 

今天校长跟我说了我现在这一班教完之后的计划，就是

让我不用那么经常上课了，也就是说，我就不会有那么

多钱了。那就是说！她要扣我的薪水！天啊！真是的！

算了，从另一方面看，我有更多时间读书了！哈哈！

 

Today I had my wim, teach routine… but after that,

I went to shop for a surprise!!! hahaha! It is a secret!

So I shall not reveal too much! haha!

 

After that was the make up lesson again and then its

heading home for another round of studying!!! HAve

to complete my finance portion of the report… I am

lagging already… have to buck up!!!

 

 

 

哈哈哈！从怕没人在Chupr上买卖东西，到现在的一千个拍卖物品！

真的好庆幸！哈哈！还有好多需要做的！加油啊RZ！

 

Swam and had lessons today! of course not forgeting LUNCH!!!

Where I had middle east food! haha! After that ws prioject

meeting for CS4260 then LUNCH again! hehe! So I ate the

Thursday special: 饺子！ Now that I have came back from

Shanghai, I think it is NOTHING compared to Shanghai’s!!!

 

Oh how much I miss the 红烧蹄膀！！！蹄膀啊！蹄膀！ I cant

live without you…. haha!

 

Came back home with LOADS and LOADS of things to study

and do… I HAVE to do it… regardless of want to or not…

Jia you RZ! hehe! I know I can do it! (Actually I know I HAVE

TO DO IT! It’s DO OR DIE!!!!)

 

 

Hari Raya 是马来人的新年！今天就是了！所以我去了二哥的家，

和我二嫂的家人拜年！哈哈！那里有很多好吃的！让我打快朵颐！

我还和我哥的鹦鹉拍照！鸡蛋！它怎么老是啄我！好痛！

 

In the Afternoon, my brother sent mum dad and me home

and I started to study!!! hehe! with Mr. Foo! haha! nice! Shall

really work on my japanese!!!! haha! Also got a bet ticket!

Tell u if I have won! hehe!

 

 

 

Ok!!! today its swim, teach and study! and collecting my

Stupid lousy easy to spoil fossil watch… after that was JAP

all the way… its difficult… really. I am trying hard just not

to FAIL the JLPT2…

 

Also thanks to Xiaonan for passing me the comments on

CHUPR layout and agreeing to help in the redesigning of

the CHUPR logo! haha! Thanks!

 

Woody Allen

 

 

我已经答应了自己，不管怎么样，我都要成功。其实我真的好累。

我真的好想有一个人可以好好依靠。。。好想有人可以在我失落

的时候关心我，我心情不好的时候，去了解我，安慰我。其实我

知道不可能啦！可能也根本没有这样的人。 我觉得我好天真。。

 

Today I started my day teaching! Shall swim tomorrow! hehe!

and I shallstart doing Jap exam papers!!! muahahaha!

 

Today I need to continue my CS4260 project to make up for

lost time during the weekend…. jia you… I know I am tired.

But I shall press on…

 

Something on DETERMINATION:

 

Yesterday marks the end of a sucky job with a good pay…

At least I made some nice friends in STB (Singapore Tourism

Board)!!! haha!

 

I am so glad to have met them. Else I wouldnt have known how

to pass those times when I am bored.. which is MOST of the

afternoons…

 

Everything ended by 1+ including the super duper long debrief

which started at about 11…. (consider the amount of time that

could have been used to do other things…) Still have to wake up

early tomorrow and teach! haha! Gota buck up on my studies!

 

I am just feeling soooo negative now with all the stupid things

that happens in my life… WHY just cant THAT person do what

is suppose to be done??? WHY does it have to be only when I

am sooo pissed and when I speak about it then something will

be done??? WHY??? I HATE TO REPEAT myself… so many times.

 

Today, I met someone who might just give me the right opportunity to

start a career in Europe! hehehe! Wow! That makes my day.

 

Well, of course, working is not easy, especially when its ur own people

making you do EXTRA unnecessary things…. but that is like… I have

gotten used to it… well, the most comforting thing to know is that I

have gained friendship and $ and possible career opportunities…

even though I am doing things I just HAVE to do… like it or not…

 

Nobody understands me…. *Sigh*…

 

Eleanor Roosevelt

 

Wow… First Singapore Night Race! In fact, its the first

night city race track in the world! haha! But its very noisy!

haha! but exciting! hehe!

 

Today helped with the guests!! hehe! great experience!

actually could be better, if not for lousy management as

usual… haha! I am sure I know how to think, I dont need

a lot of people to teach me that I am sure…

 

Thomas Paine