人生。哦人生！我现在在寻找我自己人生的方向！哈哈！好难啊！可能因为我想要做的东西

太多了。自己又拿不定主意到底要做什么。这种没有方向的感觉好烂啊！我需要方向，我才

能找到我自己的DRIVE和MOTIVATION!!! 现在，他们都跑到哪里去了？

 

I need to have a plan! I know it! At least for Jap. I know what I want: JLPT2 for now!

The rest? I am still lost… haha!

 

If I can plan well, I think I would be much better off now… in a lot of aspects.. at

least I wont be in such a undesirable state like I am now… feels very lousy… this

feeling is realy no good. Let’s try to look at something else that can cheer me up

if there is anything at all… smile…

 

 

今天，我考完了我在NUS的最后两门考试。可以说是非正式的毕业了。

现在的我正式的。。。失业了！！！！ 哈哈！可是不知道为什么。我

一点也不会不开心！可能是因为有兼职的缘故吧！所以不急着找工作！

 

For Lunch and dinner, I had fish with bee hoon and EE mian! haha!

nice! Let’s hope I become smarter after eating some fish! hehe!

Thanks to Yong Xian and Gang for helping me with my last round

of revision! its nice to have peer group study to solve the questions

we dont know together! haha!

 

Finally… no more exams in NUS… as I walked out of the school

towards the bus stop, I wonder… when will I come back again?

What will I be then?

 

 

 

明天就是我在新加坡国立大学的最后两个考试！喜忧参半。读书读得半死。

可能被虐待惯了，现在对学校反而有点舍不得。哈哈！今天也一次过复习

了日语和考试！哈哈！也和我亲爱的侄子玩点小游戏！哈哈！我们也自己

设计了跑道。

 

Well today its full of studying … even while relaxing, I am watching

japanese doraemon… haha! man.. Exams are ending soon…

finally… one more week! hehe! I am afraid that I may not pass my

JLPT2 test… it is really not easy… But I will not give up. that is what

I am sure of… If I fail, all I need to do is to try again!

 

 

   

考试一步一步逼近！而我也一直都在吃饭，睡觉，读书，吃饭， 睡觉

读书。。。哈哈！好No Life啊！！！！ 我的生活呢？？？怎么会变成

这样？？？ 天啊！为了生存。。。 生存以上，生活？ 等一下啦！

 

Today its studying of my Jap Grammar then its a few past year

exam papers before I head off for an evening jog! hehe! nothing

much! Well now its really th no life phase… just bear with it!

 

I think today is a super funny quote:

 

 

 

 

今天我告诉了我的小朋友我只会教到12月，所以之后他们很合作

的和我一起拍了张纪念照。好舍不得他们。每一个都很可爱。哈！

 

Today I did my practice on JLPT as usual while preparing for

my final 2 exams in NUS on Monday. haha! Not too easy…

But I just got to do it! Also had a super filling lunch with mum

today! haha! I bought famous duck riceand my favourite

Chwee Kuey!!! hehe! Love it!

 

 

   

 

还用说吗？五月天的新专辑！！！！OH MY GOD!!!　太棒了！太好听了！

我一边听一边ＨＩＧＨ！　哈哈！都差点忘了我还有考试！还要念书！哈哈！

为什么五月天的专辑就是那么的棒呢？哈哈！竟然在新加坡版的专机内送签唱

会，和演唱会的券！真的是太棒了！我这次打算去他们的签唱会！哈哈！

 

Today I got my new watch too… but its an EXTREMELY OLD model… its

the casio W-59. old but durable model! haha! To wear it when I go jog,

canoe, swim and whatever! haha!

 

Also had my favorite char kuey teow for lunch! fantastic!!! haha! I am

just sooo happy today!!! hehe!

 

Super HIGH today!!! the ALBUM IS JUST GREAT!!!I am gona study,

listening to it!!! haha! Whole day!!! whole night!! haha!

 

 

     

 

当感情只是单方面，你把对方放在第一位，对方却把你放在最后面的时候。当你不断的向你的诺言努力，而对方却不断的

违背诺言，“忘记”所答应的事情。当对方看你，只顾虑到你会浪费多少时间，而你却能连考试的时候都为对方拨出时间

的时候。当你做的每一件事都为对方照想，而对方却对你只在等你让步的时候。当你知道对方违背诺言，一点会议都没有

很“忙”得连想都不想就挂你电话的时候。RZ竟然都忍了下来。竟然都没有大发雷霆。可能因为RZ已经知道单面是没用

的。因为RZ知道了某个很明显，却又一直不承认的事实。可是在听到电话再次被挂的霎那间RZ终于发现了自己的单纯，

在那霎那间，他终于学者游戏规则慢慢成长。在那霎那间，RZ终于作出了决定。

读太多书了！ 现在对书敏感！一看见就头痛！真的！只要不看书，

头就不痛！怎么样才能克服这个心理作用？哈哈！我想好了！

等一下就去跑步！方轻松一下！哈哈！

 

Today has been rather productive.. studied Jap grammar in

the morning, Did papers for my Computing exam in the afternoon

till evening, JOG, continue with JAP grammar at night! and

also on the listening! hehe!

 

In a way, I do love the SNACKING part of the studying process!

haha! where I can munch on my favourite potato chips while

enjoying my cup of Lipton (Rasberry flavour!) hehe!

 

John F. Kennedy

 

 

今天统计了我做过的历卷，哈哈！发现我作对的题数从70增加到71。

可是总题数也增加了！哈哈！虽然作对的增加了，可是却退步了！哈哈！

天啊！还差那么一点！ 那道，我就注定在这里惨败吗？加油啊！还有两

个星期创造奇迹！哈哈！

 

IF (I really mean IF!) I EVER pass my JLPT 2 this Dec, I will:

– Be a good boy and accompany my mum to the market every sunday

– Go to the temple to pray and burn incense

– Eat Vegetarian for 3 days (I cant take it any more than 3 days)

 

Haha… I am working very hard… If I ever pass this time! Also, I am

working on my exams preparations!!! haha!  I need to STEP UP!! in

more ways than 1… hehe!

 

 

   

除了繁重的考试准备和读不完的日语， 今天最开心的就是妈妈给我的葡萄！

是我最喜欢的紫色葡萄！好甜啊！我好想休息， 好想找个机会好好的偷得

浮生半日闲！ 哈哈！　真想好好休息！

 

You know you need a break when:

– Your head is always giddy when u look at books

– Feels lousy not getting what u want in life (in career)

– Cant seem to score in your Jap test no matter how hard you try

– Just cannot enjoy anything you are doing now

 

Well that is what I am feeling… right in the middle of exams! hehe!

 

Well I just gota study! Just got to!!! I hope this entry can help me

DESTRESS!!!!

 

 

天啊！今天不是读书，就是做网申！哈哈！都快疯掉了！

 

Am going crazy… studying… I think exams sort of

killed my interest for everything… haha! am having a

bad headache now…

 

But I guess I just have to say the dessert mum made

is real good.. with logan, ginko nuts, tapioca… yummy.

Ginko nuts are good for the brain… let’s see if it helps.

haha! Let’s hope my ACTION is not just going through

motion man… results!!!

 

Ernest Hemingway