读了一早上的日语，变了一下午的程序，洗了澡，吃了饭后，我终于有片刻

能坐下来好好的写Blog了！哈哈！渐渐的，我发现我所烦恼的工作，功课，

慢慢的越来越没有威胁，逐渐的有信心了！加油！

 

Today is really enriching! to be siting down and solving problems the

entire day! haha! It is not too easy… but Still I manage to solve most

of the issues that I wanted to address by this weekend! haha! Feeling

pretty satisfied! haha!

 

Tonight, I shall sit down and start on the last part, part 3 of the grammar!

Man! It’s not easy! there are 3 chapters in part 3! shall finish 1 chapter

tonight! haha! I guess I am reaching a point where I am truly enjoying

what I am doing… even the programming! haha!

 

今天本来想在学校游泳，可是一直都在下雨，懒洋洋的，好有睡意。

可是还是起床去学校做编程。哈哈！很有满足感！有自己的努力和

朋友的帮忙！今天的进展还算能如期完成。不错！

 

Thanks Sharon for sharing with me some of her thoughts and

insights in Oracle. Also thanks to Bang for his help in

programming! and also to my friends whom I met for the adapter

for power! stupid of me to forget the adapter! haha!

 

Now I am all fired up and ready to take on the WORLD! especially

after hearing what Tracy said… hehe!

 

 

 

 

今天拿到了我的工资单！天啊！少了好多钱！！真是的！他们把我的工作时间

的号码对调了本来是54小时，变成45小时 @!#$*%&$&%* !!! 早知道就做个

49小时！哈哈！这样我就发了！哈哈！除了兼职工作，当然还有学校的功课！

还有Start-up (s)!!! hehe!

 

Ok Today started my day teaching! then its completing my project and

studying my japanese!!! man! I ended my day trying to do alot of

things at the same time!!! Really need some help man! haha!

 

Need to prioritise! Need effective time management!!!

 

 

今天我在电脑前，却不知道该说什么。不，不是没有东西写，而是

心里太多心情都混杂在一起我不知道该写什么标题。今天接到了充

满希望的电话。也是那通电话，让我的心情更欠佳。有些人根本不

会有歉意，尽管做错了什么，都不会惭愧，也不会考虑别人的感受。

只会不停的想一个又一个理由/借口来解释，来掩饰。

 

Today had my swim in the school! hehe! 30laps! no more no

less! hehe! then its lessons and I studied Japanese during my

free time in school as well! wasting no time!!!

 

I also got my transcript from 复旦大学，管理学院. haha! So

What I have been studying is management science! haha!

管理科学！sounds pretty cool! haha!

 

Time is really tight now… with all my deadlines coming up!

Gota pack up my feelings and do my work man! Even though

I lost my motivation… I really still gota get things done…

even without feelings…

 

 

今天好不习惯！感觉上做什么事情都没劲。这种感觉好坏啊！

可是我想我需要逼慢慢习惯。还有好多事情要做！我连想静静

的一个人躲在一个角落自感堕落的时间都没有！天啊！难道我

的生命中就不能有一点甜吗？

 

Today I did not go to swim… maybe because I slept too

late last night. But anyway, I used that little bit of extra

time to study my japanese… I am just studying not to

fail…

 

After that was teaching then heading to school for a guest

lecture by Paypal! wow! not bad! got to know some high

level paypal people! then its going to the dean’s office to

discuss with Professor on Entrepreneurship in SoC (School

of computing) pretty interesting…

 

Then its dinner! my favourite 排骨面 with extra veggie for

a healthier living! haha! After that was lesson again before

heading home!

 

there are still alot to be done… both to my personal life and

to the things I need to do! haha! there is no time.. maybe

this is good… so that I wont think too much… just bury myself

in work… nevermind about what was lost.

 

 

 

 

还用说吗？当你发现你所相信的，你所追求的梦想，只不过是另一个人

的无奈。一切都失去了意义。这次我真的被打败了。我弃权了。其实，

我本来就没什么权好弃的。不要再给谁带来无奈。发现和放弃都只有

一个感觉：好痛。

 

我今天还在赶去Presentation！一边走还一边想需要说什么。走着走着，

没想到竟然会见到多多年不见的炜棋！ 哈哈！她是我以前的Orientaion

Group Leader (OGL)！ 哈哈！还记得那时候一起带领我们的OG! 哈哈！

我还去过她的21岁生日！哈哈！我跟你们说哦！炜棋有个练武术的男朋友！

哈哈很棒的！而且还蛮可爱的！哈哈！见到她真开心！我们拍了照留念！

我还听她说道：“这次见你之后，不知何时再见。”。。。

 

Today I swam taught and went to school for my FINAL presentation

for one of my modules!!! hehe! now only need to present for the

remaining 2 modules!!! haha! man!

 

Also had Lunch in school! haha! too hungry after the presentation!

Then its heading home for JAP! haha! I really hopr to pass JLPT2!

am working to make this hope a reality…. I know I am still a

cannot make it wannabe… hehe!

 

But behold! I shall keep working and achieve man! WORK!

 

 

当你有很多问题，不知从何着手的时候该怎么办的？凉拌加个蛋？NO!

当然需要Divide and Conquer!!! 把问题分割成小问题，一个一个解决！

 

Today I swam for half a day! haha! 40+ laps… oh my god… and I

think I am sunburnt… haha… It’s nice knowing Georgie and the

lunch at subway was great! haha!

 

Also solved the problem for the website assignment and now I can

move on with my group assignment!!! and I am glad to have finished

5 parts out of 9 parts of my Jap Grammar!! Shall finish up to 7 parts

this week! haha! Good progress! hehe!

 

Also had some qualit time with my family! especially my Newphew!

 

Things are looking great!Shall work on these problems! hehe!

 

应该没有人会了解我今天像过山车一样的Career Phonecalls…

有一个好消息，和一个坏消息，坏的是原来我以前的老板给的，

只是假希望。好的呢？就是我找到真正的希望了！而且非常有

可能！可是，在还没有确定前，我先卖个关子。。。

 

The frustration is not only from getting a job.. it is also

from school work… due to some technical specifications.

there are some problems.. this is stupid but I have no

choice… too bad…

 

Today Chee Siew called me to discuss about something

interesting… it could be the next fun thing that I would

want to do! hehe!

 

I really have to thank him! I think he is very passionate

about entrepreneurship and me on the other hand… has

been slacking abit with all my other commitments…

 

I am not sure if it will work, I am no genius or fortune

teller, but I really hope I am smart enough to know…

 

一直想不做，一直做而不想都是不行的啊！今天！我就成功的取得了

想和做之间的平衡！哈哈！真开心！我终于完完全全的做完了一个Project!

也做完了另一个Project 的Report！ 还差PPT。现在最难打倒的敌人

只有两个：日语和网站作业！

 

Swam 30 laps in school today! refreshing! after stopping for 3 days

due to rain! I feel so refreshed to work! Met Shaun to REALLY

start on our project and thanks Bang for his constant help! haha!

I realised I need to REDO everything!!! arrrghhh!!!

But today, I took the time to finish my other projects first before

attacking the final bosses! haha!

 

The best part today? THANKS YVON for the post card! haha!

really nice!! this is a post card of Sanya… I think it is in Hainan

(海南). Really miss her chatty and vibrant personality!!! haha!

 

All that being said… now there still needs constant action…

 

Pablo Picasso

 

我从来没有想过，我会不守诺言。可是今天和我的Mentor见面之后，

我发现我食言了，食了我对我自己很久以前的诺言：不要在政府机构

里工作的诺言。现在的情况，让我不得不考虑去我的师傅的机构工作。

她知道我的想法。不过还是很帮助我。 我会记得她的帮忙。她是这么

说的："Go find what you want, if you things still do not go your

way by a certain date, you can consider the government then."

听了这句话，我好感动。在那霎那间，我仿佛穿越了时光隧道，回到

当时在她的机构实习的时候我的那口霸气。。。不仅觉得十分。。。

十分。。。 不好意思。

 

Today was still pretty good, Other than meeting my mentor, I

also taught and did my project work… and of course, JAP! haha!

How can I not work on it… especially when the deadline is soo

near…. haha!

 

I am just feeling lousy still… I never know that the truth can be

so cruel… so real… and so in my face….

 

Thomas Huxley